A Night of Darkness...

Not much went on today. I finally got my wish for work. I was constantly busy today with more projects than I could handle.. and I LOVED it! There's nothing more rewarding than doing good work and not slacking off. =)

Other than that, I just hung out with the family. I worked out a bit this afternoon after work. With all the hustle and bustle of today, I have to say I saw one of the most beautiful sights. Leaving Rite-Aid, the weather had turned from a little rain drop here and there to sleet.

As I stood there, tiny little specs of slushy ice tapped a tune all around. I couldn't get to my car because an elderly lady and her husband were backing up their car and pulling out. So, I just stood there. Ever notice how when it rains, you're surrounded by silence? It's as if you've been pulled out of reality and placed in on of those old black and white films.

What was seconds seemed like minutes. I remember a saying in "Braveheart", when William was asking Murron's parents for permission to date. Her mother said, "On a rainy day like this?" As it was raining fairly hard. William's response was, "Oh, it's perfect Scottish weather, madam. The rain is fallin' straight down, well slightly to the side like." Haha.. I love that spirit. The rain was coming down, but it was a beautiful sight. Back at Rite-Aid, since I couldn't go anywhere, I just looked up and smiled. When I looked back down, that lady in her car just smile and drove off. I hope one day I can grow old with someone. I'm not expecting it, nor do I think I deserve it, but if it be God's will, what a lovely blessing that would be. =D

Anywho, tonight I was faced with a hard decision. So often, I would rather choose the world's way when I'm struggling. It seems easier, faster, but in the end, I'm left broken again. Well, I fought my choices tonight and should've never let my mind ponder it more. However, I am human. Let's just say, tonight, I'm going to bed and with that I'm choosing God's way. I pray tomorrow I am strong enough to do the same.

Night, and God Bless.. Slán...